Early into my journey of total submission, I asked High Priestess Princess Shimmy if she could perform a spell upon me that would make me become addicted to loving Her. More specifically I asked to be able to feel a real addiction to Her, with all the physical and mental aspects of a real addiction to a drug but without the potential release that any drug addict would have. Such a release would instead only be possible through serving, worshipping,…
This is the story of how I sold my soul to High Priestess Princess Shimmy, my infernal Goddess and Demoness in the flesh! I first contacted Princess Shimmy on 1-28-19 — a Monday. I was quite scared to call Her because I sensed how powerful She is and intuited that She would take over my entire life. I had pretty much given up on D/s relationships before i called Her. I didn’t think they were real or possible. I called…
I need to talk some more about Princess Shimmy and Her magickal abilities. As a long time hypnosis fan, Her unique and unequalled mastery of the dark arts was a delight to me and that alone would be enough for me to devote myself to Her, but the magick is something else entirely and evokes within me equal parts surprise, excitement, fear, and awe. Princess has a number of audio and video files with a heavy Black Magick theme, and…
Princess Shimmy has introduced me to spirits or demons for me to work with on my issues or problems. For example, i have some health problems and need to make more money to serve and please Princess Shimmy. Working with demons is a big deal to me since, once upon a time, i was a born again christian. It was my life. i wanted to become a bible translator and memorized parts of the bible verbatim, but then i had…
This is a voluminous topic to me, and I reserve the right to augment what I write here as I grow as a slave and improve as Princess Shimmy’s slave. I expect to return to this topic again and again in the future. There’s just so much to say… To begin with, I love Princess Shimmy because She is able to receive and accept Love. Strangely, some Dommes feel uncomfortable when subs love them. I have no idea why exactly….
To many people, serving Princess Shimmy might appear to be an unhealthy addiction when it really is a lifestyle and path of spiritual femdom. To them, it is incomprehensible how a person like myself could surrender all to Her, especially my money. They consider it a sign of weakness of character. They look for flaws and failings in my life and upbringing to try to explain my “failure” as a person since only a failure would seek to surrender to…
When i speak with High Priestess Princess Shimmy, or when i look in Her eyes or at Her holy, sacred body, i experience something called “spiritual orgasms.” i don’t get hard. Waves of euphoric bliss flow through my soul and body. It can last all day. It gets hard to focus or even think because the pleasure is so intense. i’m having a spiritual orgasm as i type this because i’m so submissive to Princess Shimmy. She owns and controls…