True submission and the long term plan

True submission and the long term plan

Recently i’ve been reflecting on my journey with Princess Shimmy, having recently passed a milestone of being Her property. I was struck that my initial expectations about what would happen were wildly inaccurate and overwhelming small. By learning over time to truly submit to Her Will, I have grown and changed in ways my tiny mind could never have imagined.

If I had to use one word to describe my behaviour in the early days, that word would be “impatient”.

“I don’t feel any different”

“Why hasn’t it changed already?”

“When will it happen?”

“Why can’t You do it now?”

“What do You mean I have to wait?”

I’ve described in previous posts how i came to be in Princess Shimmy’s service, and also about some of my early experiences of Her Magick. At that stage I had no genuine understanding of the nature of Magick and the enormous power that Princess wields. I truly believe Princess had the patience of a saint to put up with me in those early days. She was playing a long game i couldn’t possibly comprehend.

I sat here today and I can see not only that everything Princess promised has come true, it has manifested in such a complex interconnected way that it genuinely takes my breath away to comprehend it.

A few examples to illustrate…

  1. At the start I begged to be addicted to Princess, and I asked for a spell to manifest that. I thought that would be fun for a while and then I’d move on. Initially that’s how it felt but over time I began to realise that what was developing in me was exactly the word I had used – an addiction. I know now I will never stop serving her, the addiction is too deep, too perfect to be resisted.
  2. Early on Princess reviewed my finances, which were a mess and not setup for sustainable service to Her, and She defined for me a payment schedule. She also performed spells to transform my financial position for Her benefit. Despite my initial resistance I did ultimately submit and now I find myself with a huge salary increase for a job with less work, and regular bonus payments from a baffling excessively over-paid acquisition of my company that no one involved can explain.
  3. On a similar theme, large amounts of spending related to my wife, which Princess correctly deemed as unnecessary, were removed not through my actions but instead because my wife bafflingly changed long held beliefs that caused those expenses not only to be removed, but wiped out entirely. I’m better off now than I’ve ever been. 
  4. When I first met Princess I begged her to perform spells to get my wife to cheat on me and divorce me. When nothing happened immediately I thought nothing more of it and resisted believing it would actually manifest. Fast forward 2 years and I have a wife who regularly cheats without even trying to cover it up, and I am 6 months into male to female hormone replacement therapy. It would be hard to define a marriage that was more doomed than this one. It would have been easier to end it when I was first instructed, but Her will always manifests. 

These are just a few examples, and cover only the Magick I know about. I’m certain that High Priestess Princess Shimmy has done much more according to Her Will and despite the dramatic effects I’ve experienced so far it has barely scratched the surface.

2 years in and i feel not jaded or desperate to move on. On the contrary I feel energised, transformed mentally and physically, enriched spiritually and financially, and I’m ready to turn 2 years into a lifetime.

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